In part 4 of my ongoing dramedy that is my life online, i'd like to talk about a lil something called "Secondlife" *insert dramatic music here* (oh, for the other 3 parts, um... i'm sure there's a way to give links here to show but since i'm not that smart, i'll just let Y/you look up the first 3 posts i've done here... it'll be like a treasure hunt or something).
In my last post, i talked about the hours and hours and FREAKIN' HOURS it took to fine tune my look and prepare for the wonderful world of Gor SL. Turns out that in the end, no matter how hard you try to make yourself look 'perfect', its never quite good enough. PLUS, SL has this whole 'go shopping to improve your looks' thingy that will make you go broke too.
Well, maybe you don't have to spend money, but... it helps. Plus lets face it, any 'chat site' that allows you to shop, can't be all bad.
Oh, but wait... i'm getting a bit distracted here. Where was i? Oh yes, stumbling my way to a new Gor home in SL with my (i thought) fancy new looks.
Let me explain something... if you are female, and want someone who *THINKS* they are Dominant to snag your ass, go to Gor. Work out the details later, but thats a pretty good start on beginning your life in online slavery. This doesn't mean its any good, but a collar is a collar... right? HA!
Well, since i know how to 'work the system' *smiles a lil extra sweetly*, i figured i'd get snagged and then find the Owner i want and go from there. *DISCLAIMER* This is NOT recommended for those lacking in brain cells! Mind you, i'm no super-genius, but like i said, most Goreans don't have many brain cells to begin with, so they're fairly easy to *coughs lightly* 'top from the bottom' (note to other subs/slaves reading... 'topping from the bottom' is bad... but if they're not bright enough to know you're doing it... go for it!).
i think i was in SL Gor for like 30 seconds before a "Slaver Master" snagged me. But this was a bit different from my HTML days! He put a leash on me, and really tugged me along! kk, remember how i said things can 'feel' real to me online? Well, this cheesy lil avatar that i made and the animations, and now giving someone the power to yoink me all over the place, really added an interesting new dimension to things!
But wait... there's more! A cage really 'held' me... binding fiber (aka Gor ropes) really bound me and made it so i couldn't move... and blindfolds really 'blinded me'! That 'real' feeling i have when i chat online, just got a bit more 'real'. Even if the 3-D animation looks a bit goofy sometimes, it can still feel even more real being restricted by things.
So, in the tradition of all things Gor, i was yoinked this way and that, and eventually found an Owner who was PERFECT for me! A "Tatrix", (aka Queen of the city of Thentis). Yes most of Gor is very male dominated, but in this city, a Woman rules (You go girl! err... Mistress!). This was very freakin' cool... um... until my curse returned.
i talked about it a bit in my last blog, about how people and homes began to vanish around me. It continued here. The moment i began to get comfortable and made some really good friends who really helped me make some kinda sense out of the extra confoosing world of SL, (Free and kajira aka Dominant and submissive), things got worse. Overnight, the city and Mistress that i was really liking, just went poof. i logged in and saw NOTHING! Apparently a huge fight between the land Owner and Her caused a nuclear war i guess and everything disappeared. Now, again i was homeless.
For a short time, i tried bringing a Mistress from HTML Gor to SL... that didn't work out so well either, and again i was Owner-less and Homeless.
So... screw it... Gor no more! i decided to explore the wonderful world of BDSM in SL... and see what other letters i can come across.
UGH! i STILL have more to write!
To be continued in Part 5....
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