This is Mistress Zuri Simca. She owns this girl now completely. In the past, this girl talked always about 'me me me', but Mistress has tried to express how foolish this girl really has behaved. In the end, as much as this girl complains or argued, Mistress was always right.
In the last blog, this girl discussed her time as Bane and how educational it was for her through its difficulty. But when Mistress finally released this girl from her complete isolation, it did not take long before she was doing the same stupidity and disobedience she has done in the past.
Mistress quickly returned her to banishment, and isolation from everyone except the one that matters... her Owner, Mistress Zuri. And even then, when Mistress explained why it was happening, all this girl did was to cry and complain and beg for mercy. None of it mattered because it was important that this girl finally learn her lesson.
It took some time, but Mistress finally broke this girl. This girl is not here to socialize with others, or complain about what happens to her. This girl has tried her best to stop thinking on her own, and is not allowed to speak without permission from Mistress. This girl is Mistress's slave, and is here to please Her completely and totally in every way possible.
Oh, this girl is far from perfect, and still has many flaws, and can only hope and pray Mistress will be patient with her... but if not, this girl will be punished and accepts it without thought or complaint, because it is what must be done to instruct this girl.
This girl tries to come up with ways to please her Mistress, but knows she will never be what Mistress wants, and it is very sad and a bit depressing... maybe to Her and to this girl, but she will still try as best as she can. It is a foolish choice this girl often makes, and she hates it but it is an important choice for many reasons. This girl can only hope that She understands and accepts it, as difficult as it may be.
It took a long time before this girl accepted Her as this girl's Owner, but now that she has, she knows what her focus is, completely and totally. Will Mistress sell this girl ever? Maybe, or maybe not... but it is not what this girl thinks about, or cares about. This girl is here to please Mistress however she can.
Mistress gave this girl a makeover the other day, and hopes Mistress is pleased with her more now:
Maybe You will not recognize this girl's appearance or mannerism's if you should see her again, but your thoughts about her or her Owner are not this girl's concern... only making her Mistress proud, and happy with her service.
Thank You Mistress for taking and keeping this girl and teaching her many important and maybe difficult lessons.
You have become everything to this girl, You are Goddess to her, and she knows she is nothing without Your presence and guidance.
she loves You Mistress.
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